I am the biggest baby when it comes to getting my hopes up then disappointment striking. I set myself up, get excited over things (big or small) & then when they turn out shitty or dont happen i am upset (im not like this over everything). THIS IS ME. I do it always and i deal with it on my own.
My mom is the best example of someone who gets my hopes up all the time. & i end up crying because she brings them down and doesnt understand why im upset and yells at me. Typical of her to yell but she says “im not yelling, i am telling” Ohhh, well fuck you then. im not allowed to get upset apparently being upset is stupid. I dont know why i do this, i dont purposely do this, it just happens to be how i run the show.
Today my mom made me cry & yelled at me while i was upset. Thank you for feeding off my weird attitude and making me feel like shit.